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1.
Soft Spoken 03:04
saw me slip your mind like a ghost realized then I felt the most of what you were going to be to me the end always makes the mean we are just opposite infinite directions with nothing in between we relate with whats in common so tell me why I still feel forgotten I'm always out looking in when I try to make some meaning every action I try hits a ceiling I watch you as you look around then when I have had enough someone comes up and cuts out my tongue out of my mouth and I say "took me long enough"
2.
Umwelt 03:09
I don't know what it is I don't think I'm jealous the words I get caught up in make me talk like this this is real to me now this feels right to me now tell me how do I sound tell me when I turn into a character maybe I just don't get it maybe you'll just never get it maybe I'll just keep sweatn' it maybe I just don't get it maybe cause I don't need it is cause I don't see it is cause I'll never be it is there somewhere else you would rather be? cause when you are with someone else you have more energy everything that I like is all a state of mind should I really want everyone on my side? maybe I just don't get it maybe I'll just never get it maybe I'll just keep sweatn' it maybe cause I don't get it maybe cause I can't see it is cause I'll never be it is cause I just don't need it
3.
I never thought I would see the fall of something tall to the ground now old ruins where I walk around and call it my town now I see it all the time what is even mine ? today I saw three planes in the same patch of sky I never thought I would live this long not like I'd die I guess I never realized the length of time I would be alive
4.
Freedom From 03:35
who to be? why does everybody want something from me? to you I want to wander around forever but everything is quietly out of reach that can't be I'm as hungry as ever but i don't want to eat for me I got it in my head somewhere that there are better ways to be is it me? what exactly am I trying to achieve? from you someone new to follow please come up and validate me that can't be I'm living in the land of the free
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I'm a product of this earth and comes with a curse self-centered with self-worth there is a pressure that underlines in how we learn how to survive weather its to grow or die we all lie its eat or be eaten be or be beaten just be or show a weakness just be decent with yourself in time know your friends stepping on peoples toes influencing trying to act genuine trying to claim that we are all environmentally friendly I don't need to know anything I don't want and the taunt to need to bleed to get trapped in doing the same thing over and over again cause I can see see through the bluff consuming until you go belly up it will only get you faster to nowhere strangely enough
7.
Sun Ray 04:58
I'm trapped in a sun ray nothing is gonna stop me cause nothing coming my way I got distracted by greed I got distracted by greed I let them get to me I'm trapped I am going to push you out
8.
Jin Chan 04:11
a room swells up until swollen every removal is just an emotion I don't know you but I get the notion a hostage of your own fortune then we all sit in a circle sometimes it kicks in faster than normal the fear of eternal boredom an invisible wave but sure is forceful I didn't get it then but now I understand its me, the mountain, and my two hands now at each other like there is law to the land talk to us before you talk to them keep your fortune clenched in your hands drawn to something like were all damned I didn't get it then but now I understand its me, the mountain, and my two hands now as long as you have something for the rest the rats will crawl back into their nest where they will craw on top of each other in silence I didn't get it then but now I understand its me, the mountain, and my two hands now
9.
oh how it all lays one on one another blends in and smooths out becomes together right now I feel okay should have bottled it for a rainy day I know I should have stayed but I keep forgetting to I keep forgetting to and in a warm pause I empty my mind more complete is something to be next time to be next time I know nothing more than I did before

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this was performed and recorded by me slowly over a low flame for many days in many different pockets of time and space. this is meant to compliment the daily grinds of a routine.

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released October 21, 2015

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